Filipino Pride & Food Drives
Reflection
There are lots of social change that our communities need to address, so there will always be constant social advocacy. There will always be problems to fight for, which is why I prefer to be part of nonprofit organizations. This course was enlightening to how I can utilize my perspective and translate it to social change. The book was applicable to my life, but there was something that really resonated with me. The India chapter talking about homo giftus affected me personally. I'm a person that loves to give gifts, acts of service, and gift culture. Sharing is something that is special to me, and offering myself and my ideas, home, food, care, is my way of showing gratitude. I do not want others and my community to feel neglected. I find that gift culture is something that I found happiness in, specifically giving to others. I find happiness with others show appreciation for the things that I give them, and the chapter made me realize that I should not expect anything back when I give. Although I already had that mindset, sometimes my emotions overwhelm my rational side. The chapter taught me that there shouldn't be expectations, and when we give, we give ourselves. Giving is a selfless act, and it does not be documented or counted.
Challenges
I'd like to talk about personal challenges that are difficult for me to face with my path towards social change. Relating back to Asian Americans and my culture, I've noticed that my community is not taking accountability. Specifically, individuals in the community who are racist, homophobic, and transphobic. I've noticed that some groups in my community decide to turn a blind eye, and it's been incredibly disappointing and embarrassing. Personally, I don't think that I can help these individuals overcome their ignorance, and this challenge has been on my mind for a while. Of course, there are ignorant people everywhere. However, I notice that there is a huge portion of Asian Americans who choose to be ignorant and purposely say things to get a reaction out of people. I've noticed that my friends have turned a blind eye as well, and unfortunately, I do not want to be part of this. I'm not sure how I can balance my morals and the community I'm in. The Vietnamese community is small in Portland, and it's disappointing to me that people do not hold each other accountable. My voice isn't being heard in this space, rather, it's being made fun of. I'm not sure why my advocacy for social change is a joke, but it is. I've been diminished in theses spaces, and I know that it's because I'm a woman and hold no significant value to these people.